I'm wanting to find an old picture. To my memory ti was titled Ratboy. It was in darker reds, browns and black. It was a picture of a young man standing, a rat on his shoulder. asI recall he was somewhat scarred, hiw eyes were red or purple, and it was a very sad but beautiful picture to me.
It was a huge inspiration. I found it a long time ago on deviant art, maybe as much as 6 years ago... Maybe longer..... That picture was a huge inspiration to me.
if anyone finds a picture fitting that description, link it in a comment or something.